WHY ME???

I want to know how many people have ever said or thought that statement in the last 5-6 years?? The reason I ask, people keep saying,"how do you act so positive while dealing with what you are going through?". I have no idea why I am so upbeat, that is just the way I was wired I guess!! I don't ever remember thinking, or saying, "why me?". Now if I am wrong I am sure someone (Trish) will correct me on this statement!! What is a good wife for if not to help you remember everything!! Just Kidding!! I know it does get a little bit harder every year, not the coping part, just the staying healthy part. I am not sure why, but I still have not gotten back the energy level I had before my last hospital visit, and I wish I could. I don't know why, it wasn't a particularly bad visit just a scary one! Well life goes on and there are lots of thing to do whether I have the energy or not. I love my wife dearly, and she is a SUPERWOMAN!! She always takes care of everything no matter how little of energy I have. She always makes sure everything is taken care of, especially on my bad days! I don't know how she deals with it, unless she cries behind my back to other people!! I seriously doubt it though, that is just not her. Anyway this was kind of a weird update, but it is still an update. No energy to speak of, but I do have enough to accomplish some of the daily tasks!! Just wish my energy would come back!!